I haven't been here for many years. Should any of my former friends read this, I apologize for ghosting. But I had overdone giving constructive criticism and exchanging messages, there was a day when I found myself crying on the floor, after 16 hours straight. Things were going on in my real life, and somehow I didn't draw or paint again. And when I wanted to check this account years later, I couldn't log in anymore. Some time ago I checked if I somehow can find a way to access my old account, and it worked immediately. I was looking for inspiration. I felt the urge to start something new, something creative. Or get back into something old and couldn't decide: music, visual arts, writing or game modding? Something entirely different? The forum is not was it once was it appears... or maybe it was too long ago and it's only me. Long story short: I want to get back into visual arts. I got myself a tablet (Gaomon M10K pro, spent the better part of a whole day to read and compare